Those Lying I's

I don't know why I do this, but I almost always embellish stories. It just happens and when I rehash what happened I realize that I did it.

During my last session w/ ologist I was describing details of my power rape and in response to, "what did you do after that?" I said, "I told him to get the hell off of me." then later I said, "I told him to get the hell out of here." Neither was true. To tell the truth, I never said anything. I just lied there feeling ashamed of myself for letting him coerce me.

So why the lies? Something to discuss during my next session.